| why can't i just find someone..?? >someone who appreciates me for who i am
>someone who i can call when i'm bored, and just talk
>someone who will come over and cuddle and watch a movie with me... & it will be a productive night
>someone i can count on
>someone who trusts me
>someone who calls me in the middle of the night when they can't sleep... just to tell me they love me
>someone who doesn't act differently around me & around their friends.. they are just all together REAL
>someone who i can trust
>someone that likes my friends
>someone that likes my family
.... right now... i could really use that someone. i want to have someone i can call my own
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| i'm back. yes, back again. i don't know why.. i just feel the need to come back... get some things out that i keep bottled in me. who knows. we'll see how longs this lasts. i'll probably post later. [no one does xanga anymore] i'll leave you with my new fave. picture of me & the girls
![n210900126_30423029_4052[1]](http://x14.xanga.com/7d9d021627631104040880/z73482687.jpg)
Alycia, myself, Leah, Tay Tay & Em |
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| |:.|Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything aint nothing
If I aint got you|.:| Yes, you
Why don't you just realize what you're doing? You're being selfish.
-Remember when we went to the beach this summer? You forgot a towel, so we had to share mine? lol
-Remember the time we went to the movies & found our song on the way?
-Remember when I hooked you up with the most perfect person for you and you ended up heartbroken, leaving it up to me to mend the wounds?
-Remember the messages you used to leave me almost everyday that left the biggest smiles on my face?
-Remember your birthday card last year? The one you used to read every night before you went to bed?
-Remember the first time we talked?? You had to remind me- but I remember.
-->>These memories mean so much to me. Why don't you care to make more?
_________________ I wrote this entry over a year ago. But I just re-read it... & I heard our song the other day. I know it's weird, but I still miss you a lot. I wish things would have worked out differently b/c sometimes you understood me like no one else. I hope you're doing alright. I hope you're happy. But most of all I wish you were still one of my best friends. don't ask why i wrote in here. i'm retarded.
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| that's right ladies & gentleman, i now have to key to my apartment.
that's pretty much all.
myspace is better.
xanga is 2nd best.
much love. ..shannon.. |
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| updating on the grad party for all you non-myspacers
JUNE 24
1-5 (or whenever)
@ my house
[if you don't know where that is, just ask]
hope to see everyone there. the more the merrier |
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